grimm-kitty-54

What is the difference? Between determination, and blind continuation? How am I to know when Ive crossed the line. When my vision goes red,? With the fury I feel? Is this when I have stepped over, that barrier? Supposedly so hard to cross. Which for me, barely takes a word. How many things, am I ignoring? Because of my blind continuation. Through this red haze, I see the hand reach out, to catch my fall. " Come back to me."

I should have known. Never. Not him. Never me. I smiled. I pretended that it didn't hurt. But underneath it all, One can't help but wonder, "What did I do? Why not me?" But, everyone expects me to be okay. I can't blame anyone. It's not his fault. And, supposedly, it's not mine. But I can't ever really help but wonder, "Why?" Did I really want him? Or did I just want someone? Sometimes, I can't help but start to think, I didn't want him, Just someone. But maybe... Hopefully, One day, I might have someone.

"Come with me." A hand out held. But none of this makes any sense. This is not me. I am not the one he wants. I am confused. A hand out held. His hand. "You need to come with me." I hesitate. But then I take his hand. Pain. Agonizing, mind jarring, electrifying pain. I fall, ever so slowly. Caught in agony. He is there to catch me. He is my support. "There is always a price for love." I find my voice. "Are you one?" He shakes his head. "No I am not one. I am six. There is always a price for love." We walk. Hand in hand. Towards a place of no good. He talks. He tells me his name. I will tell it to no one else. We reach the pl